May
22
<3
en promenad i regnet med blommigt paraply
och sen titta på persuasion invirad i täcke
var precis vad som behövdes idag
<3
you have no idea how i curse the folly of my own pride. had i only the good sense to seize my happiness when i had the chance again and none of this would have happened. i imagine myself indifferent to her but i was only angry and resentful. too late. too late i began to understand myself and her. never, never have i met her equal in good sense or sweetness of character. she’s perfection itself. i’ve never loved any but her.